It's 2010, and I have not been posting my thoughts for quite a long time. And plenty a-thoughts have gone by unsaid.
These past few days, however, have been quite a rollercoaster ride for me. A ride I've never wanted nor would ever want to take again. Last time I felt this way was on the eve of my Birthday. Sigh.
Why do I feel so gullible? Why do I always give my all, my everything? I know I should leave some for myself, but I never do. Now, I'm left with nothing. I just wish my Mom was here so I could have a sounding board for what I'm feeling.
Sigh... What to do, what to do?!?
